okay, so im feeling super stressed out nw. & i still hv a lot of work to do by tonight. thanks to my long afternoon nap just nw. even before the week begins, i've this feeling tht it'll be a super crazy week.
with photogcamp on friday, sports heats stuff to be done (which also means i've to stay in school till the sky becomes dark and i'll reach home being too tired to do anythg), chem test on tuesday, prepare pictures for photogcomp, do up some of the NYAA stuff, discuss J2 PDG phototaking stuff. AND ALL THE REST OF THE HOMEWORK.
OHGOSH.
its rly crazily a lot isnt it??
HELP.
today, i felt it agn. just realised tht its april alrdy. been so long since __________.
but i've made a choice, & im trying very very very hard not to regret it. miserable maybe? but rachel, its a choice tht you've made.
RLY, ITS THE TIME THT IM DOWN THT THE FEELING ALWAYS COMES BACK.
always, i'll think about how everything will change if time can turn back. (obviously it cant, but ya.) will i be happier if i hadnt chose to go to JC.
will i be happier if i ___________.
will i be happier if we __________ ?
DAMN.
its like, i've ran out of words to describe hw i feel nw.
你幸福过吗?
我想你应该很幸福.